2007-3-26

花愁


青春的花朵已趋枯黄

干涸的泥土已有裂痕

含苞的玫瑰为何还不绽放

缺少的那滴雨露便是心动

2007-3-23

去夏新

今天去夏新面试了。收了我,有点儿高兴。可是好累,坐车过去就得一个小时多,晚上还得回来。真是不容易。以后我也将体会一下工作人的艰辛了。
夏新果然是大企业,员工好多。不过那个环境不好,有点儿压抑。项目组长很好,大我两岁。没什么架子。我喜欢和这种人一起工作。我开始上班了。

2007-3-22

something to learn

Energetic: full of energy, always be active, do everything with high spirit, have the ability to act or work with strength and eagerness, often experience the passion of life, make people have the feel that they are stay with a ingle, having or showing vigorous, and the person have this personality always like the youth even he is an aged man.
Everyday maybe Thanksgiving Day
We always complain that we are not lucky as some other people around us, and we never satisfied with the life we have had. We often think we are the most unfortunate people in the world and sometimes we call ourselves the part that be forgotten by God. Well, does this is the reality?
Effectively there are so many people who are experiencing the afflictions that we haven’t noticed and we will never face to. We have heath, enough money to have a good life. We have never see the fire of the war, and we don’t know the feel of hunger. In fact, we have a happier life than many people. So we are so blessed. We should cherish the life we owing now, for we don’t know when we would lose it. Then be optimism and enjoy our life. When you complain about the life you have, remember you are so blessed than many people in the world.

2007-3-21

童年

天好蓝,知了叫得好响。外婆家真的非常好玩。表哥,表姐,表妹,表弟,好多人,好热闹。

童年的好长时间是在外婆家过的。每次都是被爸,妈揪着回家了,总是不舍。大年三十还要吃过午饭才回家。那时觉得爸好严厉。从来不肯认我在外婆家过一次年。那时真的不懂,过年,吃团圆饭还是有一定的意义的。和阳在一起,什么事儿都做。玩街机,大中午抓知了,到山沟里摸鱼,吊螃蟹,山上摘果子吃……童年的时光真是美好。如今他都要结婚了。真是好快。等他有了孩子,我和他孩子玩,嘿嘿。长大了,大家都忙了。山,伟,飞,阳,我好几个人睡一张床,席子太滑。一个人要掉下床了,拉着另一个,一下子掉了好几人。真是太搞笑了。舅舅很爱喝酒,他喝醉的时候,我很怕他的。一次他喝醉了,我太调皮,被他叫去抓鸡。我太小了,抓不到,被他罚跪地板。最后还是小舅妈带我走了。外婆很疼孙子们。舅妈非常好,很爱我。表姐们也都很疼我。童年真是好玩。

三四岁的时候,一次妈带我去看戏。戏里小姐被坏人抓走了。我哭着不让。哈哈。后来他们一直跟我提这茬,捉弄我,说我好色。我真是太冤了。应该是我天真有怜悯心呀,该鼓励我才对呀。是吧?

6岁时,我妈要让我去上学,我不愿。被逼着去了。去注册的路上我妈教我老师问你几岁时,你要说7岁。我说好。到了学校办公室。老师问别的小朋友几岁时,我大声抢着回答:我6岁。把我老妈气得无语了。回家时,大家问我为什么不想上学。“那纸白白的,字黑黑的,叫我怎么能学得会呢?”当场把大家笑傻了。真是太坏了。现在回家,老人们见我便说:“那纸白白的,字黑黑的,怎么能学得会的大学生回来了。”我只能笑,也无语。

童年还有好多事……把美好留在心底。

有一同学问我喜欢不喜欢下雨,童年的我肯定是不会喜欢了。下雨就没有那么多好玩的事儿了。长大了,心情复杂了,有时候可能会喜欢吧。

2007-3-17

偶然和必然

“偶然是必然和巧儿他妈生的。”
“从量子力学的角度来看。这个世界没有必然。所有事件都可以看做是小概率事件。”
世界本来就是矛盾的。人也不得不是矛盾的。矛盾是好事儿,是美的。因为世界是美的。相信不?